The thoughts of a ponderous soul.
I still have many hours I have to get through before I can rest my head on my own pillow and empty whatever clutter is roaming around up there. But still I envision it happening in my daydreams. And still I’m hopeful my daydreams will override reality, if only for a nap’s time. In this [...]
I’m just going to pretend that what I say next will be perfectly expressed in such a cliche: I love my life. I’m so thankful for it and I’m honestly stuck in “happy disbelief” at how it all turned around so quickly. A year ago today I was physically very sick and spiritually challenged. I [...]
I feel rushed. I shouldn’t–I have no one pressuring me to write. But still, I feel this aching need to write about the past week in my life: all the little intricacies that I love. I’d feel unimpressive and like I was missing my chance if I obstained from writing any longer. Whether the following [...]
Standing at the end of a railway track Finding no place else to go, not wanting to go back I’ve lost all of my gifts along the way I can see you speak to me, but I won’t listen to what you say Cuz you can’t tie down a mountain It doesn’t have hands that [...]
A new beginning with the same old ending I sit in these chairs I sit, I stare No, it can’t be There must be more for me Than a corner with a book Than a stranger with the “look” My failing eyes try to disguise The disgust I see But the disgust is me I’ll [...]
Laced interpretations of what I could be, Where I could and what I could see Spinning and twisting so feverishly Grazing my spirits– unraveling free I hope one day to stomp out my fears Make way for my dreams And keep my heart always near I’ll cross your deepened ocean so free Skip all those [...]
I need a weekend. Lately, I’ve been moping around the house for a month or two due to medical reasons. Not my idea of a great looonng weekend. When I say “I need a weekend” I mean that I need to feel like I’m alive again. I need to see the differences in people and [...]
January 28, 2010
Kate
