The thoughts of a ponderous soul.
I need to settle down. I have to keep myself in line and realistic. I’m not sure where this aching need to do everything at once originated but I sure as hell could stand to ache a bit less these days. What is it that makes me utterly patient with others, forgiving and understanding of [...]
I’m just going to pretend that what I say next will be perfectly expressed in such a cliche: I love my life. I’m so thankful for it and I’m honestly stuck in “happy disbelief” at how it all turned around so quickly. A year ago today I was physically very sick and spiritually challenged. I [...]
I feel rushed. I shouldn’t–I have no one pressuring me to write. But still, I feel this aching need to write about the past week in my life: all the little intricacies that I love. I’d feel unimpressive and like I was missing my chance if I obstained from writing any longer. Whether the following [...]
I don’t understand. Many times I have felt confused but understood why I was confused. Now, I’m just plain con-fucking-fused and bewildered of my parents. It’s times like these where I wonder if it really mattered if I refrained from getting my nose pierced. I did a lot of research and spent a lot of [...]
It has come to my attention recently that I have made this blog out to be a “hater” blog. Even though this seems to be a connecting theme, I honestly didn’t realize this until it was said to me. It makes sense, though, that I would have angered emotions being the largest producer of my [...]
Take what is already yours and breathe in what is desired. Noise the shy and solemn path the stranger so admired. Hush your frantic friend with ease and show you won’t be lost. Filth your voice with lies that say, “I already know the cost”. Ocean the stream that separates your neighbor from your friend. [...]
March 26, 2010
Kate
